Seems like being even partially Jewish makes it wrong if I Speak out!

The death's of Jews can not be justified in the past, so then is it right never address the bloody history.  I know Jews don't forget, but can Christians forget?  Of course not.  How can it heal?  And if healing never happens, we just say that was in the past?  This and other blood baths between people and peoples now and then seems foreboding currently.  Politics is getting more hardball than ever.  You have to pause for a second and look at the big picture.  How does this effect those things we consider more perfect and ideal with love included?  Is this medieval behavior?  Breaking rather than building?  Can we change?  Or is this all gibberish?  I felt like saying it.