How is it that people want to escape into the wilderness even when they are doing great in the eyes of others.

I wrote a famous play called the Dark Forest that kind of got me kicked out of the NY theatre scene
It was all to real, even dealing with the issue of debt and finances in marriage
The eclipsing like insanity of the characters caused some kind of pandemonium
I was not present at the theatre when pandemonium happened
Now I wish I had been there.