How to feel alive each day I ask myself? How to feel alive but not stressed or negated?

First there is physical and mental health and safety.

 

It is the first things first.

 

But beyond that?

 

I feel that I need to know the mud is always around and it is not a clean and totally safe world out there where people are playing nice all the time.

 

There are limits and rules.

 

Beyond that is a large frontier.