A realization.

Seems like there are some things to accept which I must.   One is that there is a certain degree of harshness to life.   That people could often care less, but do care about money.   That the modern world is not designed as a spiritual place, but one that firmly rotates around money, that the people with money have the power, and likely those people in power want more money.   Probably many friendships and marriages are also based largely on money.  There are exceptions of course.